vaneigem's Diaryland Diary
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YOU KNOW ME BETTER THAN THAT
I just got back from a meeting with some guy who taught law at harvard and is now a prof at u oft. it was a mandatory faculty meeting. it was cool. what is the attraction to men in crisp shirts? with fit people, it's that they have discipline and self-control. with crisp shirts, is the underlying attraction wealth? that they have enough money to buy new crisp shirts every week? i dont think so. the relationship of wealth vs. 'free' time?? unlikely, since the privilege of free time spent only to be ironing out yr shirt sounds pretty pathetic to me.
which brings me to the point that right now in my life i feel like i really need to get my shit together. my boots have scuffs, i wear shirts from 4 years ago, i have books and paper everyhwere, etc. so, goals:
1. take better care of my clothes
2. big throw out binge soon
3. set up a closet up for myself (no- i do not even have a closet. because i live in the dining room of a 100 year old house full of cracks and holes.)
4. i bought duotangs, and shit. and things to organize my stuff.
5. agenda/ planner writing
6. wake up at 7-8am everyday, have a nice shower, a decent breakfast, and lead productive and/or creative days, chill out, and to bed in decent time.
7. do not stya up until 4am doing music and/or writing
guess what i'm being for halloween....
OR
, which is less identifiable, so maybe back from the dead, seeking revenge on charles manson... depending on how sassy i'm feeling. geoff is going to be mr. manson. unless we dont get our shit together and then ill be something cooler. I highyl doubt geoff would go through the trouble to get stuff that will make him loook like charlie manson. i saved his ass last hawlloween for costume ideas and i am saving jesse's ass this year by giving him the same idea (the boss)
i love how people are like " where have you been!?!?!?!" when youve really bene everywhere. so if you arent in their lives then you need to provide some sort of explanation.!!! its weird how people do that and you arent even really good friends with them or anything!!?! i never understood that?
i just said it to jimmy and i just realized what i have done.
today i went to the mall. in the morning, buecase i was craving a coffee and a bagel combo from tim horton. which i never do but wahtever. i had to buy slippers. i noticed weird things, like " MAJORA" on the walla nd i immediately thought LABIA. also in store windows, boots worn by mannequins are literally falling off their legs. youd think mannequins could be made into a more realistic weight. way to make everyones legs feel fat you psycho fucks. i bet those mannequins were made by some fat man in his little ceo mannequin chair,a nd he probably has a small little mannequin dick.
its kind of weird how obsessed i am with dpeeche mode lately huh? i dont really know why that is, but its all im listening to lately. and i expanded to some other songs, and a lot of them suck, and i saw a really horrible video of dave gahan, he is prancing aroudn the stage shirtless and acting really obnoxious. i like him better as an awkward turtle bad/good dancer boy, so ive stopped expanding my horizons and im sticking to the good stuff. i dont want to know!!!!!!!!!!
im going to get marking done, starting between now and 2 hours from now and then im going over to jennys for a night of the hills. i think. i rpobably hsouldnt but i will.
we had to cancel on steph this weekend and she totally got mad at jenyn but not me, i guess because i dont know her well enoughand she wasnt comfortable with expressing her anger to me. but i guess she was ANGRY because i felt sick and didnt want to go out. what the fuckity fucker
bernice sent me a big email and it was so therapeutic to read it and reply back a big huge thing. we are there for each other. she is a loyal friend who would never betray me ever.
right now in life im saying fuck off to all the bullshit in my life. especially people who treat me like im some cliche typical girl. i will write more about that later. i delivered a big piece of my mind last night. i am done with all the bullshit. i am replacing the bullshit in my life with GINSENG.
THE END
7:09 pm - 10.15.07
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