vaneigem's Diaryland Diary ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- takes forever!!! I just had the nicest day ever with my sister. I'd say the best few days of this summer 05 have been this one, Jimmy taking me to the ravine, and the one when Bernice and I drove around in her car singing AM radio and loitering downtown like the old times. But theyve all been really awesome. I don't see much of michelle anymore and its too bad but shes got the loverboy and its great and they are pretty good for each other i think, and i am entittled to an opinion on this because she is my sister and i wouldn't have some floosy dating a christie girl. FInally we ordered a sister day, and it was wonderful. Something about waking up to a breeze through your window, like the sound of the blind turner thing hitting the window is really nice. i made myself a banana pancake with strawberries and yogurt, normally breakfast sucks. im thinking of taking up coffee, but growing up i would watch my mom come home and shed kiss us on our foreheads and make herself a coffee, at 4pm, everyday, or else she woudl get a massive headache, freaked me out. that dependency freaks me out. what if i get stranded on a island for 5 months and go crazy becas ei can't have coffee?? i am depdent on stupid crap like that, like having to shave my legs everyday and chewing dentyne intense ice gum all day everyday (still). should stop. my good friend yosef is moving away to scotland for a year which is relaly too bad because weve become good friends this summer, anyway, he is just packing his clothes and that's it, and i asked him "but what about your books and magazines and videos and music and stuff?" and he just sort of looked at me wierd like, there isn't a book i'd have to carry around with me. opposite thinking i got a couple magazines in pages, theyre ok. im not too consistently into any one magazine. except for maybe geeky shit for the economist, but im talking more fashion or design shit. ive found some really amazing german fashion ones, another from scotland, mostly just from researching a bit. anyway i got those for the trip tomorrow, im gone until thursday.
hung out in kensington for a bit, there is a new local girls store and i got a bag there, i guess all the stuff is made by girls in the area. im not really into most of the stuff like their shirts were really low cut and im just not into revealing clothing. but i use totes for my books for school all time and am always willing to pick another up so i got one from there. it was good. i picked up a cake for dessert at the bakery, went home and while michelle showered i went and got us some bread and club soda. matt came over and we all made dinner and had it, was nice. i have this tendency to chant and sing while i do tedious things like cooking, aint no froth but a chicken broth, aint no thang but a chicken wang, and we ended up in this laughter crying fest where we had to sit on the couch and laugh until we cried. nice times, left to leave michelel and matt alone, they are going to b.c., they are probably gonna get married i think eventually in their lives, i just sort of have a feeling i dont know. in one way i wouldn't really care about getting married and i didn't really want to when i was younger but after being with geoff in a seriousl relationship, i think you just kind of get in this thing where you know it would be really nice and beautiful to do that sort of thing, i think ive opened up to the idea in general after actually had been in lvoe. and its just nice to think of living on a lake with somebody and having a dog and drawing pictures for them in the morning adn listening to their heart beats and being like whoaa you are alive and this is happening right nowww kind of stuff. everyday! last night i stayed up until 5am working on the music shit. learned a few really big new things that will make things a lot easier. everyone should make music, i want to hear it!! i went to this show last night, it ruled, i went with gabe, hadnt seen that dude all summer, was nice to catch up. i thought the show was incredible and had soo much fun. it really took me back and had this weird nostalgic thing, i was totally hyped and happy the whole night. james' band tradition played and the girl in that is beautiful, and im in love with james' voice. very nostalgic to watch, i felt like i was in blvl for a second. actually and ive been meaning to contact ike, bug, and peter, maybe chas and andre/dave too about doing some sort of document before we all forget, note to self so yeah james' band was good, uh awesome were really amazing. there were some annoying people saying " awesommee you're awesome", liek im sure that is still funny to them, and they really just started like harshing on the performance and then it died down thankfully. i am really into this band , especialyl ever since seeing them in the trinity park pit which kind of blew my mind and was the most beautiful thing ever especially with those dogs and that moon. the dj people played black sabbath, some songs off the paranoid album, and it got me so pumped becuase that is one of my fav albums of all time, if i had to pick, which would be hard. i was really happy to see jackie holy crap i almost jumped up and down, it was like a lil angel appeared around the corner. no dynamics played, were great, wish i got an lp. water got poured all over my hair, it ruled. dancing was so fun i love dnacing but i wasn't feeling it too much at that time, but maybe someday soon, dancing and not caring about nobdoy. i got a lot more shit to say, i wont now, maybe later soon im listening to huggy bear right now and i think its been acouple years since hearing them. i got a lot of shit to say about everything that's been happening, and i will say it here, because i dont care and hey hey its a diary aey hey hey welcome to my diarylandnnnndn oh ohoh
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