vaneigem's Diaryland Diary

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I GIVE MYSELF AN A++++

MUSIC: YOUR FACE

hi!!! HI!

today. today i saw men in those HOTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT Russian hats. well... just one man. if i was a man, and had the right jaw structure, i would wear russian hats. i know it sounds geeky... but you jsut wait til you see one on the street, and THEN you'll be wishing you had a piece of that. and don't come CRYING TO ME SAYING OHH JAMIE-LYNN I WAS SO WRONG ABOUT THOSE RUSSIAN HATS CUZ GOD THEY ARE HOT!! I UNDERSTAND THE WORLD SO MUCH BETTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!! cuz i already know it. i already know it.

i don't know why, but i just bought a refused album. you know, back in their oldschool days when they were a shitty hardcore band and when dennis didn't sound so "AHHHHHHHH!!"?? you know?? one of those albums. i'm kind of enjoying it. SO WHAT. so what.

i'm in a really good mood. while in the music store i got geoffrey a little present. he loves this particular artist so i got him one of the dude's albums. i feel bad cuz he always buys stuff for me and i wish he didn't. it's sweet, but i don't wanna get in a tradition where we always buy shit for each other. it's, like, you know, that mary j blige song and she's all LOVVE IS ALL WE NEEEEED. god. mary j blige? i seriously hate mary j. what a jerk. her voice annoys the living fuck out of me. anyway, i have like 5 more pairs of shoes than i had 3 months ago thanks to that guy. ..AND IT'S BAD

GET THAT REFERENCE???! THAT'S A MOLLY SHANNON REFERENCE IN CASE YOU MISSED IT. MOLLY SHANNON RULES MY LIFE.

god. today on the street i saw all these people.
HIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIHIH!!!IHIH!IH!I!HIH!I!HI!HI!HI!HI!HI!H!IH!IH!. oh god. i love that.
then it's like. i see people i don't know, but i know, but i don't know them enough to say that i know them LET ALONE say hello to them.
usually i just say hi anyway cuz really, what do i care. recognizing someone in toronto is such a joy. and i get so happy so easily and get a little carried away sometimes, i'm sorry. i'm used to walking down belleville "HEY JENNA HEY BRYN HEY JER HEY FUCKER" etc etcetc. BLVL I MISS YOU.

anyway. the main thing i intended to write about here are those russian hats.

i got my philosophy paper back and i got an A-. i have NOOOOOOO fucking clue HOW that happened, because I SERIOUSLY WOULD'VE BENE HAPPY WITH, LIKE, A C. WELL, that just turned my day up around. sociology, on the other hand, is a tough one to beat. on my women's studies paper i did realyl well too, which i am happy about cuz apparently they mark the first one hard. but i'm kind of pissed because i was expecting to do better. and like, the main flaw of my paper apparently was that i didn't define the term "externalization". externalize yourself from your own experiences? is that not clear to you????!?!?! jeeeez. i think i am going to go and argue it. paul argues marks he gets on like every single paper. i think that's really cool, and I WANT TO BE REALLY COOL TOO, just like him. so yeah. externalizing yourself from your own experiences. to me, it's pretty clear?? maybe i'm wrong though. blah. who cares.
my ta is going to egypt so unfortunately i can't be all up in her face next week.
...JUST FOR THE CHALLENGE.

all in all, i'm happy that i'm performing fairly well in school so far and that i have good things to tell my parents back home so they know that i'm not, like, drinking vodka everynight til i throw up, or that i'm, like, mentally challenged.

OH, &I LOVE MY PHL TA. SHE IS LIKE SO CUTE AND HILARIOUS. I HAVE A CRUSH ON HER. ALSO, JUNE LARKIN IS THE HOTTEST PROFESSOR EVER.

i have one more exam and then i stay here for a couple days. spend some good quality time with geoff before we are apart for THREE WEEKS. three (3)weeks. and i move back in with the demons that are my parnets (just kidding mother)

dear real world, living with you is kind of hard. i really don't know where we're heading... but seriously, it's not you, it's me. let's shake hands and pretend to be together and let's be that way for the rest of our lives. you know, co-exist as separate entities. i love you.

3:29 pm - 12.04.03

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