vaneigem's Diaryland Diary
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Turn my voice down in my head
i was really hoping to go to the show last night. one candle power were playing, and i missed their set last time. i'm sure i wouldn't like them anyway, but just to see them would be cool to know what my friends are talking about
however
i PRIMARILY wanted to go to the show to see jeff. i have been planning on how to make his life a living fucking hell. i wanted to throw the cds he gave me at his face. or announcing on the mic about what he did to my sister and calling him a fucking asshole. or just walking up to him and spitting on his face.
or maybe i shouldn't waste my time on that useless sack of shit, so maybe i'll just give him dirtiest fucking looks.
something like that.
i'm gonna do SOMETHING..
but anyway he moved to toronto and i wouldn't have seen him there anyway.
you do NOT mess with my sister and get away with it
ya we are like the mob ok?
i really really HATE him right now and i don't know what i'm gonna do when i see him. probably yell at him, or embarrass him.
tell some band that that boy over there wants to suck all their dicks
grrrr i am ANNNGRYYY.
ok so!
yeah last night was really nice. i have been working a LOTTTTTT lately, and it's good i guess because i REALLY need money. i wore my bird shirt yesterday. then i layed out on the deck in my underwear to soak in some sun. i read a lot and came to some realizations and thought. but my idea of sun tanning is "getting some colour." as my mother says
i could stay out for four hours sometimes and not get any results. it's so superficially annoying
my parents come back this sunday, which sucks. i'm having geoff over on friday and then we are going back to ptbo on saturday to play some activities. it should be lots of fun. we are going to be taking lots of photos too! so i'll put some up here sometime
i didn't go to the show because meghan wasn't answering her phone and i just really wanted to go with only her, she must be away, and then i felt inspired and had to stay home to paint. that didn't go far though.
so i have the friday, saturday, and sunday of NEXT week off (not this week) so i am thinking that maybe i'll go to toronto for a couple of those days. but we'll see. geoff would be coming i think, and the only issue is that i really don't want to spend any more money. but going to toronto for a couple days would be really nice and maybe i could see some people. gah
in other news,
laura looking enthusiastic at prom
don't you love how the fake diamond necklace sparkles in the light? it's almost blinding
some prissy girl came up to her "WHAT'S.. LIKE... WHAT'S WRONNNG WITH YOU?! YOU HAVE SKULLS ON YOUR DRESS? WHAT ARE YOU THINKING"
- "bitch please"
11:58 am - 07.30.03
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