vaneigem's Diaryland Diary

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GET OFF MY DICK

music: beastie boys, "root down"

what?!?!?!?! WHAT!!


i cleaned my room the other day. i don't think you understand just how MASSIVE this cleaning was. i still kept some stupid little things, like that "THANK YOU FOR BEING BORN." birthday card from kerry, that picture bernice gave me of when she woke up to a mitten standing straight up in the middle of her floor! amazing!, the christmas bookmark SOMEONE (probably one of my alcoholic friends) made for me that says "thait christmas aint nothin yet cuz you don't know what has ever gotten into you!!!!!! AH! JAMIE-LYNN!!" (or something?) and it has drawwwrrings of hollies and candycanes. i am in love with my friends and always have been!
it all makes me so so happppyyyyyy

and that gingerbread house story ALWAYS made me hungry, i was just thinking about hanzel and gretel for some reason.
hanz don't steal ma pantz! KAAAAAHHAHA

so now i have 2 garbage bags of clothes. to donate donate donate! "you are a good person."
hahahah.
anyway the room looks glorious and rad!
this was all after seeing two boys' rooms that were like 394398% neater and cleaner and cooler than mine and i got jealous and worked my ass off to be better. and now i am better. thank you. i have to make some art prints to fill in some bare spots on my wall though. thank you. thanks.

i got rid of a big bookcase and carried it to my sister's room. aka my personal dumpster.
it depressed me to remember that i DO in fact own ONE ayn rand book

my mother is in british columbia. for the week. we have family there
i should've gone with her. but i need to work
so then she comes home, and then my parents go to florida for a week.
then i have BIG slumber party plans!!!!! gggo gogog og!!! dance!!!!! a;sfjd!!! it'll be lots of fun! i am making a list of things for us to do!

superficial things to discuss: a) cutting my own hair vs going to coupe mondo bizzaro and b) making tshirts that say shit like "HEY" and "GO DIE" or something
and that's the end of THAT discussion. thankkkkkkk YOU

last weekend was kind of fun. geoff was ideally supposed to come down so we could play in rose gardens, but he couldn't make it to bville because his bike buddy bailed on him. ok imagine driving 2 hours somewhere. now imagine BIKING that same distance. and that is what the boy was gonna do. dude is cccrrrrrazy! all he does is bike. HOW DARE YOU FOR NOT BIKING 6 HOURS BY YOURSELF TO SEE ME
so anyway, i didn't go to the beach iwth some kids because at the time i thought i'd be hanging with g
THANK YOU. just kidding
so bernice phoned and i find out she just so HAPPENS to be down for the day. so we went thrift shopping!
one of the old ladies who worked at one of them talked to us FOREVER about the reasons why she chose to put butterfly stickers around a display of a wedding dress and we left the store and bernice said "omg what the FUCK"
i agreed

then we went to jesse's house, and nick was there. that was fun! nick tried to makeout with me! it was great! jesse's GIRL CAT "chucky" is the queen of tops!
jesse had a party that night.

yesterday i went to work and then got some stuffs:
- new canvases (3 big ones and 4 smaller ones.) they are the different flat kinds this time, i got them cuz they're cheap and i figure even if they DO have a tendency to warp, it won't make much of a difference with the shit i do.
- bright green tempera. a tube of the acrylic was eight dollars?!?!
no thanks and i'm not about to steal from a rad independent art store, so i guess it's HELLOOO THREE DOLLAR TEMPERA.
- underwear. expensive underwear. but very nice.
- got a roll of film developed
- the film about a boy

and then that night i watched it and i really did enjoy it, which is so SATISFYING. to like movies. i always wanna like movies, but i either can't get into them, think they're lame, find them to be an insult to my intelligence, or find they have too many computer graphics/action scenes that i get completely distracted and can't pay attention to any dialogue that is going on and am then left confused throughout the entire movie and have NO IDEA what to THINK of IT. whew. the end. thank you.
but i think i found my new favourite part in a movie.
in about a boy, the little white english boy is walking through the halls listening to his first rap cd and he is smiling singing "shake yr ass! watch yo self!" in his little british accent with his little british haircut and his little british school uniform with his little british dimples
shake yr ass
watch yo self
it's soo funny
it brought joy to my heart. i would care to adopt this child.

i saw a woman who looked exactly like franka potente today.

but i need to see that beautiful brilliant boy again soon, dddamn! wow!wowow!
next week! yay!
he MIGHT come to the locust but i doubt it.
i was talking to him and he was telling me how he got jeans that were kind of torn and that he used to love depeche mode and i just melted, JUST melted
oh yeah! i'm going to toronto this friday. for the locust, chinese stars, and les georges leningrad. and if i'm NOT there, it's cuz i missed my train and i therefore suck.
i'm so busy with work. between now and friday i have like 3 hours off, take away sleeping and eating.

i got a skirt today. i'm blowing the money away like you wouldn't believe. fuck.

BYE!

p.s.:
you shall now witness THE best aim conversation EVER!!!!

repulsia: heyy!
TOTAL ASSymmetry signed off at 11:42:25 PM.

yesss!!!
kahhaha

12:03 am - 07.17.03

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