vaneigem's Diaryland Diary

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THIS ONE YOU ALL KNOW

well fuck my ass. so to speak. i am fat right now i admit. i kind of realized just now i could use to lose about 25 pounds which i think maybe i could do but 1. i hate gym culture, gyms, gym people and gym environments. walking gets kind of boring, running is ugly, and biking is impossible. i am thinking on going on more brown rice stuff becuase when iw as doing pilates and that i lost a bunch of shit. also i just had anxiety problems. but lately i'm just sort of liek "Whatever! I deserve it!" and have potatoes and butter with buttery salmon and wine and beers and chocolate souffle whatever for dessert and whatever may as well throw some bacon on that burger. food is good, fuck off, hello. but the fact is that i'm packing a little too much chub on for my liking. i feel pretty shitty energy wise and its time to health it up

montreal was awesome, geoff and i went for the weekend or whatever. the bus ride there was chill, danny tells us on our last day that the train is the same pirce but i think hes wrong????
the bus ride back was hell and i spent so much of my energy ad attention trying not to barf
annoying

on friday we were pissed off and i was pissed off. it was fine. we got our hotel and we got in a fight which wasnt the most pleasant way to kcik off the trip. i hardly saw geoff all week and we needed to talk about some shit, we never did and then by 1am i couldnt keep it in. i am real shit. in my love relationships im not going to fake anything it feels gross
so i kept it real friday night if you just want to sum it up like that
saturday was funner.
shopping in montrealwas fucking shitters. i actually wanted to buy some new boots or some new shirt, or somethingi twould be "my thing i got in montreal" but i really didnt see anything.whatever! saturday night we met up with danny at his amys libbies place with a bunch of people and wnet to this club on saint laurent which was smaller than i expected but less bad and it was also cool to actually be able to hang out with girls at these things. i usually end up hanging out by myself and while i enjoy listening to most of the stuff geoff plays it can get a little tedious by 2am or whatever or if im particularly tired. i smoked a cigarette and talked about boys with girls and it was cool.
g did well. danny is a good friend to him. he is a good guy.

we slept in really late on sunday and it was a chill day. actually nevermind, we got up and it was our museum day. we went to all the museums and galleries we could go to before 5pm closures. the contemporary art one was pretty rad. there was an amazing throbbing gristle portion of the show full of their zines and original layouts. it was crazy. there was also some really huge stuff from black dice. also the new order flower one (i forget the title of them album), i always though tthat was a photo but the artist actually planned every single little section by number/colour. the process was crazy. i wouldnt be surprised if it itook longer to make that cover than to write the songs on that album.
it was cool.
we went to see stuff by christian marclay and we did not enjoy it
we hate him
well he is just boring

I had a new sexual experience also. i was going to go into detail but i wont actually.

monday we attmepted to go out in the fucking cold. we ate a schwartzs sandwich which i love along with every single other person on planet earht.

i dont know whatever.

i'm going to alexis's birthda yparty tonight.i wasnt planning on drinking but im feeling kind of fancy.

i need new jeans a new dress a new nice shirt
i think at least
i sort of put stuff away in my closet and forget about it
could use a nap

sure could use a nap!!!

5:18 pm - 12.12.08

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